The Dreams of Power

Today a very young, unexperianced, and precious soul of mine came to class with a black eye. Apparently her "crazy brother" who's 15 hit her cause "she did'nt listen". The girl hinted that her whole family is abusive... and it *broke* my Heart. At the end of the day I hugged her close and whispered into her ear.. "With All of my Power, I Will make You Strong...".

This, in combination with energy communion/workings with Carly, has Unlocked the following Dreams....

I Dreamed of an old man who drove a old crank-up model T, he is a brilliant scientist, rich beyond measure, and hold's the OmniKey to the Cities. He often attracts and adopts wayward godlings from across distance and time. I dreamed I was a black haired toddler filled with rage and sorrow... I Howled that I "was supposed to Be A Chosen One... but I am small, and weak, and forgotten.." a Masterly Son of the Old Man tried to console me, but my darkness was too deep, and with every cell of my small body I blasted the young master with white light, only satisfyed that I killed him. Fallen, and drained, I crawl deeper into the building... untill I am in the rooms of the Old Man, I Hear Him Singing.. with such verve and gusto... I wander into the bedroom of a boy, now empty.. and hide under the bed. Soon the Old Man comes, and goes directly to where I am hideing and lifts the bed... I am both shocked by how his sightless Eyes Saw me.. but more so I am shocked by this subtle yet omnipotent Love that comes through this man... like suddenly I have a Place, Purpose, and Endless Potential. Suddenly I am a switch between a seven year old brown haired boy, and being a similar girl... the boy/me convinces the Old Man to get me a new computer, very expensive, he says it IS time to move beyond my "eight year old black box" and he orders it for me. The girl/me witness the other children/godlings come... a black haired asian, an ex-stripper... ect ect they come in all ages and forms under His benevolent gaze. One girl, with  silvery/bluish/ purpleish hair (like opal moonlight) I fall into an unseperateable yet volatile relationship with, we are best friends and rivals.

Then there is a Shift. The Old Man dies. Suddenly I am a Master Self, suddenly many of the godlings are adult masterly beings themselves, and suddenly many of the younger one's fear and blame me for what happened. Thus I am split from perceiveing directly the grief of the young, as they scream, "HOW COULD HE BE GONE!?", and the silent reckoning of the older ones. It seem's the Omni-Master Being that I AM is a fusion of the original black haired toddler, the brown haired ones, and the moon child. I Emerge, and a Lady with Sword both rises to resist me, but is also resigned as I disarm and dispatch her. A Lord tunes and forms the Water element to strike me, but I touch the water and with green "disruption" energy unWeave his attack. He tried again to Form the Water with Sacred Voice/Tone but I thrust my hand toward his throat and with subtle energy/force Disrupt his Orders to undo his attack. I AM a Master Preventer, no one can Act against Me before I can unWeave it. Now the soul-web is down to Omni-Me and a older brown haired child. I call forth the endless energy of the womb-like abyss and  manifest "the Wrath of Heaven".. and all the lord's, lady's, and fighter's present fall defeated, even dead... except for the Child, who mourns and rages at the passing of his Kin and King... he begins to manifest Inner Formations to hate and battle me... but I walk to Him, THROUGH the karma, the resonances, THROUGH the emotion and times... as he cries upon his dead one who hangs from a rutsack on a sacred tree. I take the child's hand and place it on the dead one's chest and say, "You WILL Bring Him Back... Transcend Your Limitations." and I walk away.

I AM Loved

I AM the embodiment and descendant of Power

I Love

I Awaken and Create Power in Others


Ichirin no Hana By: High and Mighty colour

I can't tell if you're the same person i know,
but there could never be a replacement for you,
Don't ever wither,
you lone flower.
Bathing just perfectly in the light,
it's almost as if you've blossomed from it.
all the emotions you've spread over the land...
Let them out!
I can't tell if you're the same person i know,
but up till now, and from now on,
even if i made enemies
with everyone other than you...
Even if that day came,
i'll always protect you, so do not lose,
you lone flower.