Consciousness before Glory
Posted on Apr 9th, 2006
by 
Zo
Zo
The past few days, years, aeons.. I have been drained, out of it... barely able to tolerate school, I just want to sleep, so so much. Yet in class today, I took a nap at lunch time, and all the things that draw me under appeared... my consciousness in waking and dreaming merged, and all the visable and invisable potentials began to talk to me. Out of my body I came a dozen times, yet still like a catapiller my @$$ is stuck in the cocoon of materialization. Yet no fear, even my beloved spoke to me in this in-between pseudo transfiguration/birth pang. This state left me filled with vital warmth, golden aura glow. My mind and being continue thier transformation in more subtle ways, thanks to all the increaseing Connections of Mutual Soul that are being cultivated and revealed.
I want to touch each of you, bind Us All Together, on earth as we are in Heaven. With the searing flames of wisdom, power, sex, and creativity. My awareness if changeing, mutateing, bleeding FAR beyond the philosophical into a very real, very Present dance of wind and flame.
Love, is not a Tool to segragate, Love is the Power to Harmonize... NOT unto "light and peace" but into Our Genuine State of Being (whatever that is;)... Love me.. I Love you... worship me, and find the Omni God in You...
Distance is less and less an option, me, someone, someone through me, or me in the form of Another need to establish a grand mansion where the Family may gather.. that we may grow, love, and unlock eachother...
"The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak" is NO LONGER acceptable... the flesh BURNS for Ascendancy, every neuron in my head spins and grasps for the strands of Awakening that filter through the walls of mentality and matter. My sex throbs for a body on FIRE, for flesh to shine with light and POWER. Walking, talking, surviveing are not good enough anymore... INTENTIONS are not good enough, no where they ever. My flesh reels and dances pushing my subtle presences into a living mandala of Will, to achieve more than health, more than wealth, but to make this body Shine more lovely than any gem or star ever could.
The answer is not in the concepts, not in the thoughts of magick, orgies, or decadance.. the answer is in the Presence, within and between Us... it is Us, HERE, NOW.. that hold's the Power.. and it is Us, that shall make eachother flower, bloom, and ascend, into an eternal beauty to which all reality bends.
Be One.
I want to touch each of you, bind Us All Together, on earth as we are in Heaven. With the searing flames of wisdom, power, sex, and creativity. My awareness if changeing, mutateing, bleeding FAR beyond the philosophical into a very real, very Present dance of wind and flame.
Love, is not a Tool to segragate, Love is the Power to Harmonize... NOT unto "light and peace" but into Our Genuine State of Being (whatever that is;)... Love me.. I Love you... worship me, and find the Omni God in You...
Distance is less and less an option, me, someone, someone through me, or me in the form of Another need to establish a grand mansion where the Family may gather.. that we may grow, love, and unlock eachother...
"The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak" is NO LONGER acceptable... the flesh BURNS for Ascendancy, every neuron in my head spins and grasps for the strands of Awakening that filter through the walls of mentality and matter. My sex throbs for a body on FIRE, for flesh to shine with light and POWER. Walking, talking, surviveing are not good enough anymore... INTENTIONS are not good enough, no where they ever. My flesh reels and dances pushing my subtle presences into a living mandala of Will, to achieve more than health, more than wealth, but to make this body Shine more lovely than any gem or star ever could.
The answer is not in the concepts, not in the thoughts of magick, orgies, or decadance.. the answer is in the Presence, within and between Us... it is Us, HERE, NOW.. that hold's the Power.. and it is Us, that shall make eachother flower, bloom, and ascend, into an eternal beauty to which all reality bends.
Be One.
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decadance
July 2008 
I can hear you echoes my soul.
i love you my dear.
<3 <3 <3
yes.
you said it well.
we “shall make eachother flower, bloom, and ascend…”
a poem to that Presence, to that Love, to that Power:
my body squirms with unexpressed
bliss. without you, there is no reprieve—
no release strong enough to separate
our souls. you tantalize my senses,
dangling a chocolate-covered strawberry
over my lips. my body arches
to grab it, to make it my own. yet you
grin. & move just out of reach. ever
elusive, the chase continues. i hunt you
through glistening walls. alleys dark as
night kissed. with red. life. blood.
red. petals fall at your feet. begging to be
caressed. you laugh this time, kicking the
half-alive pieces out of your way. waiting
for something more willful. more
soulful. a full flower emerges. from the shadows
you catch a glimpse of its shimmering.
the flower beckons with its beingness,
surrendering completely to your vortex
of fire. it asks to be burned \ it DEMANDS
to be taken. after being gifted with 2
bowls, you know. it is meant. to. be. yang.
forever. inside. yin. the throbbing ))))))))))
intensifies. desperate pleas filter into your
ears. you open the flower, peeling back
the layers of petals until your tongue finds
the bud. soon. my cries soften. my lips.
have grasped. the chocolate-
covered deliciousness. you find your home
within. essences reverberate against
temple walls. both sun & moon are sated
now. the world can sleep. peacefully. it will.
Let no limitations stop you here. For whatever you are told here on this earth, remember that it is taught by humans and humans are known for error.
Everything is limitless.
<333
Isis