bleh v.2
Zo
everything seem's so small...
the things I love are fading, waneing..
my magnificent quartz crystals, now seem the shell/refuse of some magnificent stone entity that is not in this world...
my beloved anime, seem's the hollow echo's of world's so infintiely more vibrant and real..
even my poor cats... trivial beast's, like a loose wire...
my Zena says.. "crystals lose thier overwhelming presence when you learn the lesson's they contain"... well... everything is loseing it's presence... if this keep's up... it seem's i will leave the world... or will the world leave me?
I once said, the whole world is an egg...
soon to birth an Immortal, to soar into the Abyss, Joyfire
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the passion in me wells in me again
the primordial heart causes all to exalt, and all to fall
if emptyness is felt
it is because i have made it so
perhaps to make room
for something truely lovely
sometimes the endless sea's must dry up
for Atlantis to Rise
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bleh
July 2008 
my beloved zo,
the things that you love are not fading or waning…
their forms are merely transmuting.
the energy you found so vibrant in these
shells, these eggs, like crystals, anime, & cats
you are finding elsewhere. (even if you are
not yet conscious of that.) read your second
line again. you say it is the THINGS you love that
are
fading.
NOT your LOVE.
NOT anything real.
these things you speak of will not cross the
veil of immortality with you. they will not follow
you as your entire being transmutes. so, as it
should be, the forms that hold your LOVE so
vibrantly are transmuting, shifting, growing
themselves
to SUPPORT
you in further growth
and ENCOURAGE you to
continue the MAGNIFICENCE that YOU ARE.
i LOVE you, my dear one.
your assignment: watch closely
and track the energy, the presence
that you feel is disipating. where
does it go? what is the next level
of its form? or is it beyond
form altogether, moved into the
power abyss of what humans
eagerly perceive as formlessness?
give your mind a rest, my one.
you have done much on the soul
levels these past days and a
break is beyond deserved.
after all, you of all beings
should have a chance to
see the beauty of the egg,
yes?
all my LOVE,
for I AM you.
ARE. We are.
ONE. ECHAD.
<3 <3 <3
Zena is correct – about “things” and “attachment” illusion, Zona –
However – this does not include our Crystalline Entity Network/Family. What has changed around you over the last few weeks……. for something is *feeding* upon the immense vibration of the crystals (and other subsequent - yes “things” that have shared space With the Matrixes). Sadly – it sounds by your dismay that you feel their emptiness … it is your own genetic empathy which allows you to do this.
My dear Aya–
Why is it that the crystals are “exempt” from the veils of illusion?
Just because we do not see/feel/perceive their energies as being
the SAME as we once did, does not mean that something is
feeding/eating/taking their brilliant energies away from us.
the universe is not always so cruel. perhaps it is merely a
perception shift that is required, and they will be restored to
their former glory and then some. afterall, all that we see in this
world is but a MIRROR of what lies within us. so, it is zona's
“genetic empathy” indeed, but why… is he so suddenly
feeling the need to mourn/empathize with himself, with
his own emptiness?
shades of hmmm
Dionysis and …………………………essential zen x
catemurray
My dear Aya-
Why is it that the crystals are “exempt” from the veils of illusion?
Crystal BEings are not exempt - however they hold the vibrationAll of nonlinear proportion - They simply ARE.
Just because we do not see/feel/perceive their energies as being
the SAME as we once did, does not mean that something is
feeding/eating/taking their brilliant energies away from us.
This may apply to you at this point of your evoluzion – however Asher IS a Crystal. They are His Mirrors - thus seen-Self deplezion.
the universe is not always so cruel. perhaps it is merely a
perception shift that is required, and they will be restored to
their former glory and then some. afterall, all that we see in this
world is but a MIRROR of what lies within us.
The Universe is not 'cruel' of course – obviously this being an emotion of attachment response. The Matrix family will heal itSelf accordingly - and yes some of us Are Mirrors.
Some of us are not.
so, it is zona's “genetic empathy” indeed, but why… is he so suddenly
feeling the need to mourn/empathize with himself, with
his own emptiness?
When we fractalize our Own Self as a measure of company desired - -we self-deplete. These fragment(s), at times, have the capacity to reflect back that which may require a reintegrationall action. “Reabsorbzion” so to speak. Like a mother bird who regugitates for her young's sustanence – yet then consumes them both (again) thereafter for her own survivall.